I knew nothing of W. H. Murray until a few weeks ago.
Robert Macfarlane recounts Murray’s life in one of the
chapters of The Wild Places. Murray was a Scot that found himself
attracted to wild places and first began adventuring into wild places in
Scotland during that hard time in history referred to in this country as the
Dust Bowl Years or The Dirty Thirties.
Wildness, for Murray, took on a near-mystical importance.
The mentally embedded images and experiences discovered in wildness,
during the dire years of mortal combat and imprisonment in German prison camps
soon to follow, kept him from succumbing to total despair. He was, in the very
worst of hard conditions, able to venture in his mind to beautiful and peaceful
natural places unaffected by the insane brutalities and ravages that surrounded
him.
I think, and this is just me thinking, that the vast
majority of people on the planet are unable to see the insanity that surrounds
them. It’s easy enough to see and hate the obviously insane violence that constantly fills our news
feeds. What’s harder for most to see, in my oldering opinion, is the insanity
created by the commerce and consumerism that daily surrounds and drastically affects
all of us in large degrees.
Shirli and I spent a few days in one of the campgrounds
situated at above 3,800 feet. The signs of Spring, in the world down below us
at 2000’ elevation, were well formed. Here, in the climate created by
elevation, the hardwoods were just beginning to bud.
I stood at the overlook admiring and soaking in the views of
the valley down below and the mountains on the near and distant horizons … land
that once belonged to one of my bloodlines. My Cherokee bloodline.
This was one of those times.
I reached into my pocket, took out a pinch of tobacco, acknowledged
the Creator and my Cherokee ancestors, and let the tobacco settle to the
ground.
Mere seconds passed before a Raven made an appearance.
It lingered. Circling in near effortless close circles directly
in front of me. The closest part of its flight circle brought it to maybe fifty
feet from me. The circles got larger and farther from me as it drifted away and
then went on its way.
People can believe what they choose to believe about this. I’m
good with believing that the Creator, and my Cherokee Grandmothers and
Grandfathers, were pleased and responded with a messenger showing their
acceptance of not only the offering but more so of the offeror as one of
theirs.
The solitude found in wild places is a highly medicinal
thing. It offers us an opportunity to disconnect from and take a break from the
routine of our normal synthetic
lives. It forces us to reckon with ourselves, with what we have become, and
with what we can become.
We are, when we open and allow ourselves to experience the
interior processes of this wild places solitude, irrevocably changed.